A deep fear is sleeping within
Doubts screaming with agony begin...
Torn emotions crawling in my chest
Boiling my blood, my pain at best
Burning bones cooling in tears
Angry words stabbing as spears...
All this black rain and dead snow
Freezes my heart so it can show
I've lost my darling lover, my squeeze...
For this I have evolved this disease
Saving my tears in a black skin bottle,
Holding them close to your heart to cuddle,
They remind you of my pain,
Problems that my personality stained.
Caressing them as you lie,
a beautiful talent you've derived,
As you're assured I'm hopeless,
Certain I need your loving acceptance.
Every promise you proudly proclaim,
Will add tears to your bottles name,
As my angry tears float,
A smile cultivates in your awful throat.
Pretending as the days pass,
No tears came or will last,
Yet i will never forget,
But loving you I'll never regret,
So I'll continue to play this game,
Ignoring the bruises and the shame,
Love covers a multitud